sad sad sad

im not doing anythgs witout reason. so if anythg i done there must be a reason. it is not about im is defensive person. but it should be a reason y u doing this n y u not. then the situation become worst when i am confusing what was wrong wit me. it difficult to change to someone else. i like to me my self. the way i bring my self. thanks to him coz can accept me. accept wat i am. i dont like to prentend to be good for goods. still confusing. Allah help me please.